I don’t know how to do this

I don’t know how to talk about what matters.

I don’t know how to talk about anything else.

I am afraid all the time

because I know what can be lost.

Because I have a good imagination

& know my history,

I know what is at risk.

I want to say:

even though I understand

there is great pain and loss

yet to be experienced

& even though the weight of the

pain of the world rewires me

I love this world

I want to be here

& I am so sad.

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  1. I’m very sad about the world too and despite loving the Earth and my sisters of the womankind I see the actions of men distorting everything and making life endlessly painful and full of contradictions and I just wish they could not exist anymore.

    This is not an essentially negative perception of life it’s more like a critical one. I believe humans have reached the point of nearly full control of all material aspects of existence that are not related with what science normally defines as “life” but, instead of becoming wiser and more sensible the perception of life is becoming more frivolous and devoid of connection with life itself because, in my opinion, humans have chosen materialism at all costs.

    On the other hand, because Nature is vastly wiser than humans we have now conditions to contact each other very frequently through “instant communication” and I think this is bringing changes of human mind and our perception of reality and leading us to a pivot point of our evolution as a species related with “choice.”

    I tend to think that the most important human problem now is to make the choice if we want to continue the old lies (with more and more materialism and endless arrest of the human soul) or if we want to break free and realize the full potential that we have as part of the infinite beauty and harmony of the universal Life.

    One thing I know for sure, we cannot ask “men” to tell us what to do, we must free our womankind from them for humanity to be able to make the great shift to the next level of evolution.

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